Hello!
This week has been...ummmm....slow is the only word that I can
think of to describe it. We keep setting appointments only to have them cancel
last second or just not answer the door. It hurts. This week, more than ever,
the rejection as felt very personal. Like they are rejecting me and not just my
message. I keep telling Elder Warner, "This is what separates the boys
from the men." I just hope I turn out to be man enough to
continue on. But as always there are rays of hope that keep us going.
I am practicing tough
love with Elder Warner. He is super shy and so I am breaking down his
shell. For the first week, when he would turn to me with the deer in
the headlights look, the fear obviously evident on his face, I would
step in and help him out. This week, as heart breaking as it is, I have been
throwing him quite abruptly into the deep end. It reminds me of Dad
teaching us how to swim. We would spend a day or so learning how to doggy
paddle and tread water, learning the basics and then he would lead us,
like lambs to the slaughter, to the deep end to "see what it looks
like." Ha. Then he would throw us in. It wasn't the gentlest of means but
I'll tell you what, you learn to swim pretty quick. I've been doing it
with Elder Warner and it has worked. We went tracting on Saturday and
there were a couple doors that were pretty rough and I almost stepped
in but didn't. After two particularly trying doors I was about to
give him a break but told him to do one more. He knocked on the door, gave
his approach and.........the lady was super nice, let us in, and we are going
back next week! It was a relief to see that his work paid off. What a
champ. I have nick-named him Elder "Can't Be Stopped" Warner.
I don't use it because we aren't supposed to use nick-names but I think
its pretty great. I called Elder Binford: Pokey. I'm a nick name wizard. :)
The rest of the week was pretty slow but we did make some
progress with Linda! Mark has decided that it is time to get married and that
he won't stand in the way. This has been the problem since day one. We had a
plan to teach about prophets and some other commandments but I felt inspired to
teach the Plan of Salvation. As we taught, I think the reality of the plan sunk
in for Mark. That Linda couldn't get baptized until they were married and that
if she isn't baptized she can't progress in this life. He stopped us mid
lesson, out of the blue and said "You know what boys, I'm ready. I'm not
going to stand in the way anymore. Linda, I will marry you."
I was shocked. Ladies and Gentlemen. Miracles happen.
I was shocked. Ladies and Gentlemen. Miracles happen.
I am doing well, loving mission life and really enjoying my
studies. I recently finished the Book of Mormon and decided that this time as I
read through that I would really study it. I have been reading a chapter a day
and I have been astounded at the amount of things I am learning. There are
stories and principles in the first five chapters I swear weren't there before.
They have taught me a ton about leadership and how to help others to be
obedient. It has been great. My favorite has been 1 Nephi 2:16-18. Nephi prays
to know if what the prophet (his father) said is true. He gains a witness
and the FIRST thing he does is tell his family. Sam believes his words and
Laman and Lemuel don't. He rejoices with Sam and prays for Laman and Lemuel. It
is a perfect type of member missionary work especially recent converts. I truly
love the Book of Mormon and my testimony grows everyday that it was written for
our time. I would urge all of you to read and I promise that you will find
counsel and for your life. The answers are in the book. :)
Love you all. Work hard and do good things!!
Love,
Elder Smith
P.S. Feel free to email me! easton.smith@myldsmail.net I would love
to hear from anyone and everyone!
Luvs!
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